til Prediction of small area quantiles for the conservation effects assessment project using a mixed effects quantile regression model By projecteuclid.org Published On :: Wed, 27 Nov 2019 22:01 EST Emily Berg, Danhyang Lee. Source: The Annals of Applied Statistics, Volume 13, Number 4, 2158--2188.Abstract: Quantiles of the distributions of several measures of erosion are important parameters in the Conservation Effects Assessment Project, a survey intended to quantify soil and nutrient loss on crop fields. Because sample sizes for domains of interest are too small to support reliable direct estimators, model based methods are needed. Quantile regression is appealing for CEAP because finding a single family of parametric models that adequately describes the distributions of all variables is difficult and small area quantiles are parameters of interest. We construct empirical Bayes predictors and bootstrap mean squared error estimators based on the linearly interpolated generalized Pareto distribution (LIGPD). We apply the procedures to predict county-level quantiles for four types of erosion in Wisconsin and validate the procedures through simulation. Full Article
til Tail expectile process and risk assessment By projecteuclid.org Published On :: Tue, 26 Nov 2019 04:00 EST Abdelaati Daouia, Stéphane Girard, Gilles Stupfler. Source: Bernoulli, Volume 26, Number 1, 531--556.Abstract: Expectiles define a least squares analogue of quantiles. They are determined by tail expectations rather than tail probabilities. For this reason and many other theoretical and practical merits, expectiles have recently received a lot of attention, especially in actuarial and financial risk management. Their estimation, however, typically requires to consider non-explicit asymmetric least squares estimates rather than the traditional order statistics used for quantile estimation. This makes the study of the tail expectile process a lot harder than that of the standard tail quantile process. Under the challenging model of heavy-tailed distributions, we derive joint weighted Gaussian approximations of the tail empirical expectile and quantile processes. We then use this powerful result to introduce and study new estimators of extreme expectiles and the standard quantile-based expected shortfall, as well as a novel expectile-based form of expected shortfall. Our estimators are built on general weighted combinations of both top order statistics and asymmetric least squares estimates. Some numerical simulations and applications to actuarial and financial data are provided. Full Article
til Weak convergence of quantile and expectile processes under general assumptions By projecteuclid.org Published On :: Tue, 26 Nov 2019 04:00 EST Tobias Zwingmann, Hajo Holzmann. Source: Bernoulli, Volume 26, Number 1, 323--351.Abstract: We show weak convergence of quantile and expectile processes to Gaussian limit processes in the space of bounded functions endowed with an appropriate semimetric which is based on the concepts of epi- and hypo- convergence as introduced in A. Bücher, J. Segers and S. Volgushev (2014), ‘ When Uniform Weak Convergence Fails: Empirical Processes for Dependence Functions and Residuals via Epi- and Hypographs ’, Annals of Statistics 42 . We impose assumptions for which it is known that weak convergence with respect to the supremum norm generally fails to hold. For quantiles, we consider stationary observations, where the marginal distribution function is assumed to be strictly increasing and continuous except for finitely many points and to admit strictly positive – possibly infinite – left- and right-sided derivatives. For expectiles, we focus on independent and identically distributed (i.i.d.) observations. Only a finite second moment and continuity at the boundary points but no further smoothness properties of the distribution function are required. We also show consistency of the bootstrap for this mode of convergence in the i.i.d. case for quantiles and expectiles. Full Article
til Bayesian Quantile Regression with Mixed Discrete and Nonignorable Missing Covariates By projecteuclid.org Published On :: Thu, 19 Mar 2020 22:02 EDT Zhi-Qiang Wang, Nian-Sheng Tang. Source: Bayesian Analysis, Volume 15, Number 2, 579--604.Abstract: Bayesian inference on quantile regression (QR) model with mixed discrete and non-ignorable missing covariates is conducted by reformulating QR model as a hierarchical structure model. A probit regression model is adopted to specify missing covariate mechanism. A hybrid algorithm combining the Gibbs sampler and the Metropolis-Hastings algorithm is developed to simultaneously produce Bayesian estimates of unknown parameters and latent variables as well as their corresponding standard errors. Bayesian variable selection method is proposed to recognize significant covariates. A Bayesian local influence procedure is presented to assess the effect of minor perturbations to the data, priors and sampling distributions on posterior quantities of interest. Several simulation studies and an example are presented to illustrate the proposed methodologies. Full Article
til Dynamic Quantile Linear Models: A Bayesian Approach By projecteuclid.org Published On :: Thu, 19 Mar 2020 22:02 EDT Kelly C. M. Gonçalves, Hélio S. Migon, Leonardo S. Bastos. Source: Bayesian Analysis, Volume 15, Number 2, 335--362.Abstract: The paper introduces a new class of models, named dynamic quantile linear models, which combines dynamic linear models with distribution-free quantile regression producing a robust statistical method. Bayesian estimation for the dynamic quantile linear model is performed using an efficient Markov chain Monte Carlo algorithm. The paper also proposes a fast sequential procedure suited for high-dimensional predictive modeling with massive data, where the generating process is changing over time. The proposed model is evaluated using synthetic and well-known time series data. The model is also applied to predict annual incidence of tuberculosis in the state of Rio de Janeiro and compared with global targets set by the World Health Organization. Full Article
til Rassegna trimestrale BRI marzo 2018: La volatilità ritorna sulla scena in seguito alle tensioni dei mercati azionari By www.bis.org Published On :: 2018-03-11T17:00:00Z Italian translation of the BIS press release about the BIS Quarterly Review, March 2018 Full Article
til Rapport trimestriel BRI, mars 2018 - La volatilité revient sur le devant de la scène après les tensions sur les marchés d'actions By www.bis.org Published On :: 2018-03-11T17:00:00Z French translation of the BIS press release about the BIS Quarterly Review, March 2018 Full Article
til Informe Trimestral del BPI, marzo de 2018: La volatilidad vuelve a cobrar protagonismo tras un episodio de inestabilidad en los mercados bursátiles By www.bis.org Published On :: 2018-03-11T17:00:00Z Spanish translation of the BIS press release about the BIS Quarterly Review, March 2018 Full Article
til Modulations of Insular Projections by Prior Belief Mediate the Precision of Prediction Error during Tactile Learning By www.jneurosci.org Published On :: 2020-05-06T09:30:22-07:00 Awareness for surprising sensory events is shaped by prior belief inferred from past experience. Here, we combined hierarchical Bayesian modeling with fMRI on an associative learning task in 28 male human participants to characterize the effect of the prior belief of tactile events on connections mediating the outcome of perceptual decisions. Activity in anterior insular cortex (AIC), premotor cortex (PMd), and inferior parietal lobule (IPL) were modulated by prior belief on unexpected targets compared with expected targets. On expected targets, prior belief decreased the connection strength from AIC to IPL, whereas it increased the connection strength from AIC to PMd when targets were unexpected. Individual differences in the modulatory strength of prior belief on insular projections correlated with the precision that increases the influence of prediction errors on belief updating. These results suggest complementary effects of prior belief on insular-frontoparietal projections mediating the precision of prediction during probabilistic tactile learning. SIGNIFICANCE STATEMENT In a probabilistic environment, the prior belief of sensory events can be inferred from past experiences. How this prior belief modulates effective brain connectivity for updating expectations for future decision-making remains unexplored. Combining hierarchical Bayesian modeling with fMRI, we show that during tactile associative learning, prior expectations modulate connections originating in the anterior insula cortex and targeting salience-related and attention-related frontoparietal areas (i.e., parietal and premotor cortex). These connections seem to be involved in updating evidence based on the precision of ascending inputs to guide future decision-making. Full Article
til UPDATE: the Farmers' Market has been postponed for Friday 6 March and until further notice. By www.fao.org Published On :: Tue, 03 Mar 2020 00:00:00 GMT The Farmers’ Market has been postponed for Friday 6 March and until further notice. Full Article
til A Gentile’s Guide to Keeping Kosher for Passover By www.smithsonianmag.com Published On :: Mon, 25 Mar 2013 13:57:30 +0000 Pizza and pasta are pretty obviously out, but what are the other no-nos? Full Article
til 2009-01-20, #1: President Woke Up And The Dinosaur Was Still There. By interglacial.com Published On :: Full Article
til Amid a Pandemic, Olympic Committee Postpones Summer Games Until 2021 By www.smithsonianmag.com Published On :: Tue, 24 Mar 2020 14:55:31 +0000 Delaying the Games for a year is considered by many to be the best course of action for public health Full Article
til Distilleries Around the U.S. Shift Production to Hand Sanitizer By www.smithsonianmag.com Published On :: Wed, 25 Mar 2020 12:00:00 +0000 Some distilleries are donating their new product to local communities in need Full Article
til Archaeologists Unearth Remnants of Kitchen Behind Oldest House Still Standing in Maui By www.smithsonianmag.com Published On :: Wed, 25 Mar 2020 18:00:02 +0000 The missionary who lived in the house during the mid-1800s delivered vaccinations to locals during a smallpox epidemic Full Article
til Four New Species of Prehistoric Flying Reptiles Unearthed in Morocco By www.smithsonianmag.com Published On :: Fri, 03 Apr 2020 19:59:14 +0000 These flying reptiles patrolled the African skies some 100 million years ago Full Article
til Two Ontario cities sell their electric utilities as Saint John quashes the idea By www.cbc.ca Published On :: Fri, 8 May 2020 04:30:00 EDT Days before Saint John council passed a motion to ensure Saint John Energy could not be sold, the Ontario cities of Peterborough and Orillia both got approval to sell their municipally owned power distribution companies. Full Article News/Canada/New Brunswick
til Comment on Hrithik Roshan still under medication by Vishal Jalore By rss-newsfeed.india-meets-classic.net Published On :: Sat, 27 Nov 2010 17:33:57 +0000 <span class="topsy_trackback_comment"><span class="topsy_twitter_username"><span class="topsy_trackback_content">RT @imconair: Hrithik Roshan still under medication http://bit.ly/gFyC3O #IMCRadio.net</span></span> Full Article
til Prehistoric reptile put survival where its mouth is, developed mammal enamel on its teeth: study By www.cbc.ca Published On :: Sat, 9 May 2020 10:30:00 EDT In a new twist on oral history, University of Alberta paleontologists have discovered that an Argentinian reptile from 95 million years ago developed a type of tooth enamel that is common in humans and other mammals but rare among reptiles. Full Article News/Canada/Edmonton
til Volatility spillovers and capital buffers among the G-SIBs By www.bis.org Published On :: 2020-04-14T09:00:00Z We assess the dynamics of volatility spillovers among global systemically important banks (G-SIBs). We measure spillovers using vector-autoregressive models of range volatility of the equity prices of G-SIBs, together with machine learning methods. We then compare the size of these spillovers with the degree of systemic importance measured by the Basel Committee on Banking Supervision's G-SIB bucket designations. Full Article
til This Mother's Day will be 'one for the history books,' but still ways to show you care: chief nursing officer By www.cbc.ca Published On :: Fri, 8 May 2020 17:53:48 EDT Manitoba health officials says visits can be done via the internet, through window panes, or outside at a distance if everyone is healthy. People whose moms are in a hospital or a care home can still drop off gifts of food or clothing. Full Article News/Canada/Manitoba
til Fertilizer Monthly Update – May 2020 By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: 2020-05-06T21:30:00Z See volume, open interest, and other trading highlights for Fertilizer swaps and futures markets offered by CME Group. Full Article Agriculture Articles & Reports Product Information Featured Reports Monthly Fertilizer Report
til How Music Therapists Helped A Mother Connect With The Newborn She Still Hasn’t Met – Houston Public Media By rss-newsfeed.india-meets-classic.net Published On :: Fri, 08 May 2020 17:21:59 +0000 How Music Therapists Helped A Mother Connect With The Newborn She Still Hasn’t Met Houston Public Media Full Article IMC News Feed
til To a sister, till we meet again – The Tribune India By rss-newsfeed.india-meets-classic.net Published On :: Sat, 09 May 2020 01:39:20 +0000 To a sister, till we meet again The Tribune India Full Article IMC News Feed
til Crude Oil Options Are Predicting Lasting Volatility By openmarkets.cmegroup.com Published On :: Wed, 15 Apr 2020 06:36:10 +0000 While all eyes have been on the huge fall in the outright price of crude oil, the oil options markets... The post Crude Oil Options Are Predicting Lasting Volatility appeared first on OpenMarkets. Full Article Commodities Coronavirus crude oil
til OpenMarkets Weekly: FX Volatility By openmarkets.cmegroup.com Published On :: Wed, 29 Apr 2020 05:02:55 +0000 The volatility experienced this spring in the 7 trillion-dollar foreign exchange market was unprecedented. The JP Morgan G7 FX Volatility... The post OpenMarkets Weekly: FX Volatility appeared first on OpenMarkets. Full Article Market Updates FX
til Saskatoon Morning playlist featuring Graham Tilsley By www.cbc.ca Published On :: Fri, 14 Jun 2019 16:33:53 EDT This collection of songs heard on Saskatoon Morning will be updated weekly. Full Article News/Canada/Saskatoon
til Ontario reports 399 new COVID-19 cases as number of patients on ventilators drops By www.cbc.ca Published On :: Thu, 7 May 2020 08:36:23 EDT The province's networks of labs processed 15,179 tests in the last 24 hours, more than any of the three days previous but still short of the 16,000 tests per day target set back in April. Full Article News/Canada/Toronto
til They Didn’t Drink the Bleach, but They’re Still Drinking the Kool-Aid By www.nytimes.com Published On :: Wed, 29 Apr 2020 16:17:32 GMT Is the Republican indulgence of the president bottomless? Full Article
til Still just 1 case of COVID-19 at the Barton jail, and 6 more in all of Hamilton By www.cbc.ca Published On :: Thu, 7 May 2020 18:35:54 EDT Fears that COVID-19 would spread at the Hamilton-Wentworth Detention Centre appear not to have materialized — at least not yet. Full Article News/Canada/Hamilton
til You can walk and bike some trails starting Saturday but still have to keep physical distance By www.cbc.ca Published On :: Fri, 8 May 2020 10:31:55 EDT Hamilton Conservation Authority is re-opening the Hamilton-to-Branford Rail Trail, while the city announced the reopening of the Hamilton Waterfront Trail, between Confederation Park and the Burlington Lift Bridge. Full Article News/Canada/Hamilton
til Fertilizer Monthly Update – May 2020 By www.cmegroup.com Published On :: 2020-05-06T21:30:00Z See volume, open interest, and other trading highlights for Fertilizer swaps and futures markets offered by CME Group. Full Article Agriculture Articles & Reports Product Information Featured Reports Monthly Fertilizer Report
til Measuring Systemic Risk: A Quantile Factor Analysis By si2.bcentral.cl Published On :: 2020-04-01T00:00:00Z Central Bank of Chile Working Papers by Andrés Sagner Full Article
til Apple's first Mini LED product might not launch until 2021 By appleinsider.com Published On :: Thu, 07 May 2020 05:44:53 -0400 Apple's first product to integrate Mini LED display technology might see a later-than-expected launch timeline due to setbacks caused by the coronavirus pandemic, according to new research from TF Securities analyst Ming-Chi Kuo. Full Article
til This ministry is hosting a virtual retreat for infertile people on Mother’s Day By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Fri, 08 May 2020 17:29:00 -0600 Denver Newsroom, May 8, 2020 / 05:29 pm (CNA).- Mother’s Day is going to look different for most families this year, due to the coronavirus pandemic. For Catholics, some churches are in the process of slowly re-opening public Masses, but the dispensation from the Sunday obligation continues to stand, as the virus has not gone away and a cure or vaccine has yet to be found. While most Catholics are eager to return to Mass, a small group of Catholics are relieved that they will not be sitting in a public pew this Mother’s Day. “We actually heard from one woman who said, ‘I kind of feel badly about saying this, but I'm sort of glad that we won't be in the pews this year for Mother's Day,’” Ann Koshute, founder of Springs in the Desert Catholic ministry, told CNA. “That's something that we hear and that everybody I think on the team has experienced at one point in this journey,” she said - the desire to avoid Mass on Mother’s Day. That’s because Koshute, along with other members of her ministry, have had painful experiences with infertility, and the customary Mother’s Day blessing given to mothers at many parishes that day can bring their grief and sense of loss poignantly to the fore. “I think that so often people in our own families, our friends, and even our pastors don't really understand the full extent of the pain and the grief or even the full extent of the issue of infertility, of how many couples are really dealing with it,” she said. The pain of infertility, and the lack of resources available to Catholics on the subject, was why Koshute and her friend, Kimberly Henkel, founded Springs in the Desert, a Catholic ministry to spiritually and emotionally support women and couples experiencing infertility and infant loss. Originally, Henkel and Koshute, who have both experienced infertility, thought they might write a book. But they decided to start with a ministry website and a blog that could bring people together and allow for other women and couples to share their experiences. The group is relatively new, and held its first retreat in Philadelphia in December. They were set to hold a second one this weekend - Mother’s Day weekend - in the Diocese of Fort Wayne-South Bend, when, well, the pandemic hit. Now, they’ve moved the retreat online and opened it up to Catholics across the country - and they’ve been overwhelmed by the response. “We thought that we would be really excited if maybe a couple dozen people found out about it and came. We are over 100 participants now. And it's free and it's going to be available all weekend,” Koshute said. The retreat is trying to address the emotional and spiritual experience of infertility and loss for a broad range of people, Henkel said - from mothers who have miscarried, to women who are past child-bearing years and still grieving the loss of infertility, to women “who feel like their biological clocks are ticking and just haven’t met the right guy.” But now that it's a virtual, pre-recorded, watch-at-your-leisure retreat, it also has the potential to reach a population that is often more reluctant to gather in groups and talk about their experiences of infertility: men. “It's mostly women who are emailing us (about the retreat), although we know that many of their husbands will watch with them. But we've also had a few men email us,” Koshute said. “One in particular, it just really touched my heart. And he said that he was searching the web for help for his wife on Mother's Day. And I was just so filled with praise and thanksgiving to God for that, for a husband to see that hurt in his wife and to want to find a way to help her,” she added. Men and women typically experience the grief of infertility quite differently, Koshute noted. “For us women, it's so visceral because life is conceived within us and we carry that life. But for a man, it's so different,” she said. “(Men are) kind of distant from that experience until the child is actually born. And so I think many times men, the grief and the burden that they carry is their wife's. They really carry her sadness and I think feel at a loss because they want to make everything right. They want to fix this, and they want to make her whole. And the mystery of infertility is that it's not that simple. And that's one of the things that makes it so difficult,” she said. Henkel said she experienced her own difficulties in trying to discuss infertility with her husband. Now that they’ve experienced the joy of growing their family through adoption, she said, he is much more open to inviting other men to share their experiences. Henkel said she is hoping that an additional benefit of this retreat being online is that it will facilitate discussions between couples watching the videos together. Both Henkel and Koshute said that while the experience of infertility and loss is painful, and they want to help couples acknowledge and accept that pain, they also want Springs in the Desert to be a positive and supportive experience for couples and women, where they can find hope and redemption even in their suffering. One of the topics they focus on is how all women are called to motherhood in their lives, whether it is spiritual or biological. “My experience has shown me that my motherhood is really engaged in so many ways that I never considered before,” Koshute said. “Not just with my godson or with other children in my family, but with women who are older than I who are friends and who might come to me with a difficulty or problem and I can help them,” or by helping family members in need or through charitable works, she added. “That's one of the messages that we try to get across to women and to couples as well, that those kinds of things, what we would maybe refer to as spiritual motherhood, is not illegitimate,” she said. “It's not second-place. It's a real way of engaging and living out our motherhood. It's also not a replacement for a baby. So it's not as if you go out and volunteer in your community and now you won't have this longing for a child anymore. But we've really found through our own experience and through talking with other women that the more we kind of put ourselves out there and give ourselves to others, the more that we can begin to see that motherhood enacted in us.” Henkel said she also likes to encourage couples to look at the ways God is calling them to be fruitful in their marriages outside of biological children. “We really encourage these couples that they are not forgotten, they're not being punished. That God loves them so much and that he has something amazing for them. He's using this to draw them near to him and to allow them to cry out to him and ask for him to guide them, to lead them, to give them his love and show them what fruitfulness he has for them, what place in ministry and mission he has for them.” Henkel and her husband in particular like to share with couples their experience of foster care as one example of where God might be calling them to be fruitful. After a frustrating and expensive experience with some adoption agencies, Henkel and her husband decided to look into giving a home to children through foster care. “Here is a situation where these children really need families,” she said. “It's hard because there's no guarantee you're going to get to keep this child, so there's a sense of this new greater level of having to learn how to trust God.” “I think that with a couple discerning that fruitfulness, it's also discerning - where is God really calling you? There's so much need in this world. And he wants to use us.” Couples interested in the Springs in the Desert Mother’s Day weekend retreat can sign up for free online at the Springs in the Desert website. Content will be uploaded and available for anyone who registers, Henkel said, even if they register late. The retreat team will also be hosting a live talk on Sunday, May 10 at 2 p.m. Eastern on the ministry’s Facebook page. “There's a place for you in Springs of the Desert,” Henkel added. “There's so many women who have reached out to us in Philly. We added several more women to our group, to our team, our official team, women who came to the retreat. One woman had come there and she said she had had a miscarriage, and neither one of us has experienced that. So we said, please join us. We want your voice.” “We're trying to really bring the voices of many different women to our team so that people will feel there is somebody that is talking they can really relate to. Because there are all of these different situations, but they've got obviously a very similar undercurrent.” Full Article US
til DraftSight 2019 – new, better … and not free to use anymore 2D CAD – but it’s still worth it! By blogs.solidworks.com Published On :: Thu, 02 Jan 2020 16:00:16 +0000 2D design Despite the great popularity of spatial design programs and their unquestioned advantages, 2D design programs such as AutoCAD are still very popular and useful. One of such programs is DraftSight, which over the years has become very recognizable Author information SOLIDEXPERT SOLIDEXPERT is an Authorised SOLIDWORKS Reseller in Poland that was established in 2002 in Cracow. During this time the company put much pressure on technical skills of it’s team. This help to build a good connection between SOLIDEXPERT and Customers, trust and confidence in the support and consulting that provides. The post DraftSight 2019 – new, better … and not free to use anymore 2D CAD – but it’s still worth it! appeared first on SOLIDWORKS Tech Blog. Full Article DraftSight
til 3D Interconnect – SOLIDWORKS “Multilingual” CAD Tool By blogs.solidworks.com Published On :: Mon, 27 Jan 2020 16:00:58 +0000 Who wants to work harder, using the same outdated methods, when new tools are available? Not me! There might not always be an “easy button” …. but sometimes there is: 3D Interconnect. Since its introduction in SOLIDWORKS 2017, I have Author information TPM TPM, Inc. is the Carolina’s largest 3D CAD provider and a leading technology company proud of its reputation of providing cutting-edge solutions to the engineering and design community for the past 40 years. Founded in 1973, TPM Inc. serves more than 3,000 customers across the Southeast each year. Inspired by our founder, Jerry Cooper, we are committed to offering our clients the best: 3D Design Software, 3D Printing and Scanning Options, Data and Document Management Solutions, Large-Format Graphics, Wide-Format Plotters and Office Equipment, and Reprographics. The post 3D Interconnect – SOLIDWORKS “Multilingual” CAD Tool appeared first on SOLIDWORKS Tech Blog. Full Article SOLIDWORKS Tips & Tricks 3d interconnect 3rd party file CAD translator Creo Import CAD Inventor native files ProE SOLIDWORKS Import third party files transfer native files
til BIZ-Quartalsbericht März 2018: Volatilität rückt nach Aktienmarktturbulenzen erneut in den Fokus By www.bis.org Published On :: 2018-03-11T17:00:00Z German translation of the BIS press release about the BIS Quarterly Review, March 2018 Full Article
til Fin24.com | Govt still pursuing plans for more nuclear power By www.fin24.com Published On :: Fri, 08 May 2020 12:37:44 +0200 Mineral Resources and Energy Minister Gwede Mantashe says that if there is appetite for nuclear power in the market, the SA government will pursue it over the next five years. Full Article
til Jesus still heals By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Tue, 03 Mar 2015 19:11:18 +0000 A Jewish family witnesses the power of Jesus when two Christians pray for a sick boy. Full Article
til This ministry is hosting a virtual retreat for infertile people on Mother’s Day By feedproxy.google.com Published On :: Fri, 08 May 2020 17:29:00 -0600 Denver Newsroom, May 8, 2020 / 05:29 pm (CNA).- Mother’s Day is going to look different for most families this year, due to the coronavirus pandemic. For Catholics, some churches are in the process of slowly re-opening public Masses, but the dispensation from the Sunday obligation continues to stand, as the virus has not gone away and a cure or vaccine has yet to be found. While most Catholics are eager to return to Mass, a small group of Catholics are relieved that they will not be sitting in a public pew this Mother’s Day. “We actually heard from one woman who said, ‘I kind of feel badly about saying this, but I'm sort of glad that we won't be in the pews this year for Mother's Day,’” Ann Koshute, founder of Springs in the Desert Catholic ministry, told CNA. “That's something that we hear and that everybody I think on the team has experienced at one point in this journey,” she said - the desire to avoid Mass on Mother’s Day. That’s because Koshute, along with other members of her ministry, have had painful experiences with infertility, and the customary Mother’s Day blessing given to mothers at many parishes that day can bring their grief and sense of loss poignantly to the fore. “I think that so often people in our own families, our friends, and even our pastors don't really understand the full extent of the pain and the grief or even the full extent of the issue of infertility, of how many couples are really dealing with it,” she said. The pain of infertility, and the lack of resources available to Catholics on the subject, was why Koshute and her friend, Kimberly Henkel, founded Springs in the Desert, a Catholic ministry to spiritually and emotionally support women and couples experiencing infertility and infant loss. Originally, Henkel and Koshute, who have both experienced infertility, thought they might write a book. But they decided to start with a ministry website and a blog that could bring people together and allow for other women and couples to share their experiences. The group is relatively new, and held its first retreat in Philadelphia in December. They were set to hold a second one this weekend - Mother’s Day weekend - in the Diocese of Fort Wayne-South Bend, when, well, the pandemic hit. Now, they’ve moved the retreat online and opened it up to Catholics across the country - and they’ve been overwhelmed by the response. “We thought that we would be really excited if maybe a couple dozen people found out about it and came. We are over 100 participants now. And it's free and it's going to be available all weekend,” Koshute said. The retreat is trying to address the emotional and spiritual experience of infertility and loss for a broad range of people, Henkel said - from mothers who have miscarried, to women who are past child-bearing years and still grieving the loss of infertility, to women “who feel like their biological clocks are ticking and just haven’t met the right guy.” But now that it's a virtual, pre-recorded, watch-at-your-leisure retreat, it also has the potential to reach a population that is often more reluctant to gather in groups and talk about their experiences of infertility: men. “It's mostly women who are emailing us (about the retreat), although we know that many of their husbands will watch with them. But we've also had a few men email us,” Koshute said. “One in particular, it just really touched my heart. And he said that he was searching the web for help for his wife on Mother's Day. And I was just so filled with praise and thanksgiving to God for that, for a husband to see that hurt in his wife and to want to find a way to help her,” she added. Men and women typically experience the grief of infertility quite differently, Koshute noted. “For us women, it's so visceral because life is conceived within us and we carry that life. But for a man, it's so different,” she said. “(Men are) kind of distant from that experience until the child is actually born. And so I think many times men, the grief and the burden that they carry is their wife's. They really carry her sadness and I think feel at a loss because they want to make everything right. They want to fix this, and they want to make her whole. And the mystery of infertility is that it's not that simple. And that's one of the things that makes it so difficult,” she said. Henkel said she experienced her own difficulties in trying to discuss infertility with her husband. Now that they’ve experienced the joy of growing their family through adoption, she said, he is much more open to inviting other men to share their experiences. Henkel said she is hoping that an additional benefit of this retreat being online is that it will facilitate discussions between couples watching the videos together. Both Henkel and Koshute said that while the experience of infertility and loss is painful, and they want to help couples acknowledge and accept that pain, they also want Springs in the Desert to be a positive and supportive experience for couples and women, where they can find hope and redemption even in their suffering. One of the topics they focus on is how all women are called to motherhood in their lives, whether it is spiritual or biological. “My experience has shown me that my motherhood is really engaged in so many ways that I never considered before,” Koshute said. “Not just with my godson or with other children in my family, but with women who are older than I who are friends and who might come to me with a difficulty or problem and I can help them,” or by helping family members in need or through charitable works, she added. “That's one of the messages that we try to get across to women and to couples as well, that those kinds of things, what we would maybe refer to as spiritual motherhood, is not illegitimate,” she said. “It's not second-place. It's a real way of engaging and living out our motherhood. It's also not a replacement for a baby. So it's not as if you go out and volunteer in your community and now you won't have this longing for a child anymore. But we've really found through our own experience and through talking with other women that the more we kind of put ourselves out there and give ourselves to others, the more that we can begin to see that motherhood enacted in us.” Henkel said she also likes to encourage couples to look at the ways God is calling them to be fruitful in their marriages outside of biological children. “We really encourage these couples that they are not forgotten, they're not being punished. That God loves them so much and that he has something amazing for them. He's using this to draw them near to him and to allow them to cry out to him and ask for him to guide them, to lead them, to give them his love and show them what fruitfulness he has for them, what place in ministry and mission he has for them.” Henkel and her husband in particular like to share with couples their experience of foster care as one example of where God might be calling them to be fruitful. After a frustrating and expensive experience with some adoption agencies, Henkel and her husband decided to look into giving a home to children through foster care. “Here is a situation where these children really need families,” she said. “It's hard because there's no guarantee you're going to get to keep this child, so there's a sense of this new greater level of having to learn how to trust God.” “I think that with a couple discerning that fruitfulness, it's also discerning - where is God really calling you? There's so much need in this world. And he wants to use us.” Couples interested in the Springs in the Desert Mother’s Day weekend retreat can sign up for free online at the Springs in the Desert website. Content will be uploaded and available for anyone who registers, Henkel said, even if they register late. The retreat team will also be hosting a live talk on Sunday, May 10 at 2 p.m. Eastern on the ministry’s Facebook page. “There's a place for you in Springs of the Desert,” Henkel added. “There's so many women who have reached out to us in Philly. We added several more women to our group, to our team, our official team, women who came to the retreat. One woman had come there and she said she had had a miscarriage, and neither one of us has experienced that. So we said, please join us. We want your voice.” “We're trying to really bring the voices of many different women to our team so that people will feel there is somebody that is talking they can really relate to. Because there are all of these different situations, but they've got obviously a very similar undercurrent.” Full Article US
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